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Postcard From the Edge of the Bluff: a View of the Milltown Dam BreachingBy noon, as speaker after speaker mounts the podium, the crowd’s groans grow louder and more sour. The consensus among the bystanders near me is that it is to the mayor’s great credit that he is up here with us and not contributing to the delay by standing in line at the podium. We are momentarily excited when a man in a fleece vest leaves the podium and it stands empty for a few minutes, but he is replaced by a man in a green blazer. We can see flashbulbs popping. [more]
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Song of Myself Checking Out Some Poetry One Weekend In MissoulaIn a way, the problem with evaluating modern, formless, envelope-pushing poetry is similar to the problem with taking your car in to get that clunking noise checked. You listen (to the poems, to the man explaining why you must now write him a large check), and in both cases it is hard to avoid the suspicion that someone is taking advantage of your good nature. I hope I’m not breaking any earth-shattering news to the poets out there when I mention that the general public is a little scared of poetry these days, or at least can’t seem to find an important place for the most modern instances of it in their lives. Can this be for any other reason than that, as an art form, its standards and goals seem unclear to the lay public? [more]
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Continental Divide: Baltimoreans Becoming MissouliansLast week, Amy and I finally closed on the new house over by Westside Park. We won’t be moving in for another week or so, but we’ve already met our neighbors. By one of those happy coincidences that are so common in a small city like Missoula, they turned out to be friends of a friend, and he invited us all over to his house a few weeks ago for venison and introductions. It was nice to meet some actual residents of the Westside, because they were able to confirm many of our so-far good but mostly second-hand impressions of the neighborhood. [more]
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Little Girl Dead: Going to a Gun Show with Dwayne Smail on My MindThe question is whether we have any good way to prevent gun sales to the stupid at the policy level, as opposed to, say, harshly punishing the Smails of the world. If gun sales were to become illegal tomorrow, there would of course quickly be even more of a flourishing illegal market in the things than there is right now (and it’s already pretty flourishing). I’d refer you to, say, the market in illegal drugs, and point out that a lot of people who would like to see a prohibition on gun sales might be open, on the other hand, to a decriminalization of some forms of currently illegal drugs. Of course there are huge distinctions to be made (pot never killed anyone, but handguns — not so much), and I’m not saying that holding the two views makes anyone a hypocrite, but I do think it would be foolish to ignore the apparently powerful desire of vast numbers of people in this country to own guns, and to fail to consider the evidence from the “drug war” that a lot of people are quite willing to disobey laws they consider unjust. [more]
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Not Where I Thought I Was: Some Notes on Being WrongAt various points in my life, I have resolved to remember that statements like this one are suspect at best and great huge red flags of warning most of the time. “Unsinkable”; “what’s the worst that could happen?”; “she’s never done that before”; etc. The problem is that every time I relearn this lesson, I start to fly right for a while, which means I get used to nothing going wrong, which means I start to let my guard down. Especially in situations where the stakes seem low, which they certainly did as we looked at the two simple circles on the ranger’s map, one green, one blue. [more]
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You Can Go Home Again But There Might Be Late Fees InvolvedIt’s not that I was expecting a brilliant, transcendent viewing experience (which turned out to be smart of me), but rather that Stand By Me has long been on an informal mental of list of mine containing various movies and television series that were popular while I was growing up but that I missed seeing for an assortment of reasons, including (1) parents who actually paid attention to MPAA-rating age limits, (2) lack of a television in the house when I was between the ages of 4 and 8 (and relatively restricted viewing thereafter), and (3) a sort of general pop-cultural tone-deafness resulting from the interaction of these and other factors. [more]
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Film Recalls the Craft and Community of “Butte, America”A few years ago my mother gave me a photograph of my grandfather, taken in about 1953. He is sitting with several fellow miners in the rock-walled tunnel of a copper mine, their black metal lunch boxes at their feet and the ore-cart tracks curving into the darkness beyond. I keep this photograph above my desk to remind myself what hard work is really all about when I’m whining over a deadline or wondering how to cut down a word count, but I never understood what that hard work consisted of until Thursday’s screening of Butte, America, the kickoff film of this weekend’s fifth annual Big Sky Documentary Film Festival.
Producer and director Pam Roberts and associate producer and co-writer Edwin Dobb tell the story of Butte not only with epic historical sweep (as befits a place where mere humans have wrought such immense changes to the surface of the earth) but also at a very personal level, foregrounding and respecting the reminiscences of the men and women who lived through the booms and busts of Montana’s legendary mining town.
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God Willing and the Pass Don’t CloseI see it like this: if Montana weren’t the kind of state where avalanche risk can close highways, it also wouldn’t be the kind of state where my wife and I can drive an hour from our house and snowshoe around on top of a hundred inches of snow so fresh and smooth and untouched it looks like some giant has arranged immense scoops of vanilla ice cream all the way to the horizon, which is the best way I can think of to describe the conditions we enjoyed up at Lolo last weekend.
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House-Buying Jitters, or Just the Coffee?So, just to help me relax, we’re buying a house. We put in a bid two weeks ago, and, after a few anxiety-inducing days, we heard the news: we’re under contract, all set to take possession of our own little piece of Missoula on March 3rd. Yesterday was the inspection, and if those aren’t good for the nerves, I don’t know what is. This is only our second purchased house, so Amy and I are not hugely familiar with What Can Go Wrong. Going into the inspection, we were just hoping to hear that the roof won’t need replacing this year (it won’t), the foundation looks sound (it does), and there’s nothing about the furnace/gas-line setup to suggest that the house is imminent danger of launching itself into low-earth orbit (it isn’t). But in what seems like a perfect metaphor for the very nature of anxiety itself, there are these little things, below the surface, that might or not be a problem. [more]
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Matt (not Mitt) Romney Visits MissoulaI’ve heard Romney supporters described as “the Kool Aid drinkers”, which is to say that some observers feel that Romney has positioned himself as the candidate for anyone who thinks Bush has done nothing wrong. But I have to admit that no one in attendance was actually drooling red. In fact, they all looked like regular folks — plaid shirts, some Filson vests, nice neat haircuts. I took a seat next to a middle-aged man with the intense, inquisitive expression of someone Still Making Up His Mind and a legal pad balanced on one knee, as if he were waiting for Mitt's son to finally clear up a few things about American politics for him. When I sat down, he was reading a handout that quoted Romney as calling for “a strong military, strong economy, and strong families,” the kind of political rallying cry that seems designed to say more about your opponents’ positions than yours. [more]