Mouthful of Feathers Essay
Staked: Letting Go of Thoughts of Ruin With Two Roosters in Hand
Then, a point. The cock bird goes up and you swing and pull and touch his warmth when the old man brings him back.By Tom Reed, Guest Writer, 2-04-11
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Three hundred lots. A handful of open space tracts. Bull-dozed new ponds. Jogging trails along the streams where the new residents can enjoy wildlife watching.
But for now, a half section of farm ground in old wheat, a smattering of snowberry along the cricks, gone-awry tansy and thistle. Cover.
You walk this ground as you did last year. It’s good for one hunt a year, maybe two. You take only one dog. One dog, the old one, who stays close and hunts pheasants better than the others, more thoroughly, less ram-charger-hell-bent-go-daddy.
This place is close to town. Closer to the blade. They came here as your kind has come for centuries: lured by word of mouth, tantalized by brochures, urged by magazine articles that rated your town as a “Top Ten.” You came then, too, so you are well-aware of the dark crow of hypocrisy perched on your shoulder.
Farm ground went under the blade. Tracts surveyed. Nail guns spit. Places to live and raise your children and clean air to breathe and those amazing mountains on all sides. Good country.
But soil as black as an Angus turned over for the last time, covered in asphalt, concrete.
Then it all fell out.
The money stream dry. The realtors waiting tables. The construction guys on the road somewhere else. Some other boom.
Now it is as it has been for 100 years. Farm ground. The surveyed and staked ground before you like some glowering storm off in the distance, a storm that promises to drop ice on the highway and force you elsewhere.
You are aware of time here. Aware of economics. Aware of change. When you come here as you have come every year for a half dozen, you wonder if you’ll have to find some other place next year. If this place will be no more. You do not think of these things in other places where change seems to creep as slowly as lichen across granite.
You walk behind the old dog and watch him move through the snowberry and tangle rose. You scrape along behind him and look for tracks in the snow. You start to pick up some, tracks of running roosters, a covey of feeding Huns, a doe-fawn combo. The old dog cuts parabolas on open ground, then finds a line that only he can feel and follows it, as if being reeled there. Then, a point. The cock bird goes up and you swing and pull and touch his warmth when the old man brings him back.
You go on now, thinking about hunting and unaware of time and change and development. There’s a hen beneath a solid point, and then another rooster warm in your hand and then you are out of cover and out of ground to hunt.
Two roosters on good ground. Two is enough. Save some for next year. Save some now. The ‘dozers will get the rest.
Outdoorsman and author Tom Reed is a lifelong Westerner who has traveled extensively throughout the Rocky Mountains. A resident of Pony, Montana, Reed is the author of four books, most recently ”Blue Lines: A Fishing Life.” An avid hunter and angler, Reed writes for the bird hunting blog, Mouthful of Feathers, where this essay first appeared, and authors a regular column for Wyoming Wildlife News on living in the wide open West.
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Comments
I am glad I don't live in a part of my country where they are subdividing it up into housing developments. I love the big and lonely, and no/few people.
Sad but true tale.......
i work three jobs: as a teacher, an architect, and as a professional conservationist. bet there is only one of my kind! i spent the last decade trying to device a tai chi move wherein all that urban energy and money hellbent to fragment working and wild lands alike could be diverted to conserve big pieces of ground utilizing a small amount of new habitation in the least eco-critical areas- kind of like lighting a backfire against the firefront of sprawl. idea was to get people to "join" a place and support the very things that made it attractive, rather than merely "escaping" from another place and doing irreparable harm in the process. we had a hard time keeping up with the flames; careful takes longer than not.
we had a few successes on the upswing, but like the rest of us watched sadly as some good places got away.
groups like the sonoran institute in your neighborhood are doing a lot of thinking about what to do with and about zombie subdivisions- you might look into what they are doing. i am yet working to find conservation models that can work in the for-profit world, so that we are better prepared next time the boom comes. ironically, i am currently involved designing the conservation-based erasure of some of these half completed nether-places you and your dog are yet fortunate to hunt. not just on paper, but literally, with the grinding up of unfinished foundations becoming tomorrow's rural road base. it is indeed surreal to walk a private in-holding in the national forest with very much needed bear spray in my vest, and come upon a manhole cover nearly overgrown in an aspen grove.
it has been about 7 years and i miss those lemon-yellow brown trout out of upper willow creek and some great meals at the hot springs. please say hello to pony for me.